First pj, he will not let me not be friends with him, I will never understand this other than the fact that he likes keeping me around for some reason when with anyone else he doesnt care about, whats up with that?! why put in all the effort to keep me around? I hate my weakness for him and how I'm not strong enough to walk away from him, so I figured I'd let him be the one to walk away, I was a straight up bitch and cursed him out and told him we shouldnt be friends (again) and (again) he pulled his pj charms and I know I can't resist that. We'll see, I mean I'm in the state of mind where I just dont give a fuck anymore haha so whatever happens happens. If he ever gets the balls enough to kiss me then I wont object but I dont expect anything from him anymore.
Nick, was a nice surprise, I thought he was so obnoxious in class, that'll teach me to judge before knowing anyone. He's the sweetest kid. So flirty and did I mention hot?! myyy godddd
Dan O, ran up to me and gave me the biggest hug and in that moment I knew the old dan was back, melody told me how he said he was over everything and wanted to be friends again and the whole night he was my best friend again. It was so nice to have him back, I didnt realize how much I really missed him until then.
Alan, was so fun and freaking adorable. Everything he did was just sweet and made me feel like how a guy should make a girl feel, even today hes making all the efforts, I dont have to do anything haha I love it. It was much needed. Plus hes the same character as salah, so of course I couldnt resist.
Bo, he IMed me today and I will forever love that kid with all my heart. He made my day. Again I didnt realize how much I missed him until talking to him. I'm so glad he doesnt hold grudges because of other people, that makes me love and respect him even more, unlike some other people who were mutual friends.
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