I want a confrontation but I'm afraid of what you'll say.
I don't want to be your friend but I want you to make me forgive you.
I don't want to fight but I want you to fight for me.
I want to stop caring but I want you to miss me.
I hate you but mostly I hate myself because of you.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Drown in your fake personality
enough for now
I guess the hardest part about letting go is because i cant figure out the reasons why. I know I have to let go of figuring out why we're not friends or why u hate me when ive been nothing but nice to you, in order to fully move on. I'm not gonna find out why and dwelling on it only makes me hate you more. Hate will not help me let go, bc i'm still connected to you. I need to realize that I didnt do anything and i couldnt have prevented it. Yea I thought we were friends but you're fake simple as that. You're not my friend. You treated me like shit. There's nothing more to say.
silence is golden
It takes all the strength in the world to speak out for what you believe in, but there's even more strength in walking away and just letting go.
I dont miss you.
I miss the good times we had together and the reasons why we were friends in the first place, But I need to remember all the reasons why we're NOT friends anymore.
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