enough for now

I guess the hardest part about letting go is because i cant figure out the reasons why. I know I have to let go of figuring out why we're not friends or why u hate me when ive been nothing but nice to you, in order to fully move on. I'm not gonna find out why and dwelling on it only makes me hate you more. Hate will not help me let go, bc i'm still connected to you. I need to realize that I didnt do anything and i couldnt have prevented it. Yea I thought we were friends but you're fake simple as that. You're not my friend. You treated me like shit. There's nothing more to say.