Sunday, October 4, 2009
Theres always something you dont like about your life, we're never fully satisfied!
"You cant change the tides but you can learn how to swim"
I really hope i can move on knowing that I tried everything that I could possible do, and it still didnt change anything. I mean thats a bit ridiculous but it is what it is. I'm trying this new thing where things dont bother me as much as they use to, I'll just brush it off because now its clear that you're not worth it. It was clear before but now it really is. I did a big gesture and u didnt even acknowlegde it, and its getting later and later, soon it really will be too late.
I really hope i can move on knowing that I tried everything that I could possible do, and it still didnt change anything. I mean thats a bit ridiculous but it is what it is. I'm trying this new thing where things dont bother me as much as they use to, I'll just brush it off because now its clear that you're not worth it. It was clear before but now it really is. I did a big gesture and u didnt even acknowlegde it, and its getting later and later, soon it really will be too late.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
say this to me
"Ever since I laid my eyes on you,
There's been so much I've wanted to do,
Bring your body closer to mine..."
There's been so much I've wanted to do,
Bring your body closer to mine..."
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Its a fine line that determines if we're meant to be
"I of course will be sitting right across from you"
Its comforting how when you least expect it someone can say the exact thing that you needed to hear and its crazy how at other times someone else can be so clueless.
Its comforting how when you least expect it someone can say the exact thing that you needed to hear and its crazy how at other times someone else can be so clueless.
wishes dont come true.
I WISH ONE DAY YOU'LL TALK TO ME!
I WISH ONE DAY I'LL GET OVER THIS!
I WISH IT WAS AS EASY AS YOU DONT CARE ABOUT ME SO WHY THE FUCK DO I CARE ABOUT YOU?
I WISH IT DIDNT FEEL LIKE A PERSON STANDING ON MY CHEST AT THE MENTION OF YOUR NAME!
I WISH LIFE WAS DIFFERENT!
I WISH IT NEVER CHANGED!
I WISH YOU SAID THE THINGS I WANTED YOU TO SAY, THATS JUST ANOTHER REASON WHY WE'RE NEVER MEANT TO BE!
I WISH HE DIDNT MISS YOU BUT I CANT BLAME HIM, I JUST WISH HE DIDNT SAY IT TO ME.
I WISH I DIDNT SET MYSELF UP FOR DISAPPOINTMENT.
I WISH MY NEW LIFE IS ENOUGH TO MAKE ME FORGET ABOUT MY OLD LIFE.
I WISH I DIDNT FEEL CRAZY ALL THE TIME!
I WISH I COULD TELL YOU TO FUCK OFF AND NOT FEEL BAD ABOUT IT OR WANT YOU BACK THE NEXT SECOND!
I WISH I DIDNT FEEL SO ALONE!
I WISH I DIDNT FEEL GUILTY!
I WISH YOU DIDNT BLAME ME FOR EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED!
I WISH U UNDERTAND THAT ITS NOT ALL MY FAULT!
I WISH I WOULD UNDERSTAND THAT TOO!
I WISH WISHES CAME TRUE!
I WISH ONE DAY I'LL GET OVER THIS!
I WISH IT WAS AS EASY AS YOU DONT CARE ABOUT ME SO WHY THE FUCK DO I CARE ABOUT YOU?
I WISH IT DIDNT FEEL LIKE A PERSON STANDING ON MY CHEST AT THE MENTION OF YOUR NAME!
I WISH LIFE WAS DIFFERENT!
I WISH IT NEVER CHANGED!
I WISH YOU SAID THE THINGS I WANTED YOU TO SAY, THATS JUST ANOTHER REASON WHY WE'RE NEVER MEANT TO BE!
I WISH HE DIDNT MISS YOU BUT I CANT BLAME HIM, I JUST WISH HE DIDNT SAY IT TO ME.
I WISH I DIDNT SET MYSELF UP FOR DISAPPOINTMENT.
I WISH MY NEW LIFE IS ENOUGH TO MAKE ME FORGET ABOUT MY OLD LIFE.
I WISH I DIDNT FEEL CRAZY ALL THE TIME!
I WISH I COULD TELL YOU TO FUCK OFF AND NOT FEEL BAD ABOUT IT OR WANT YOU BACK THE NEXT SECOND!
I WISH I DIDNT FEEL SO ALONE!
I WISH I DIDNT FEEL GUILTY!
I WISH YOU DIDNT BLAME ME FOR EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED!
I WISH U UNDERTAND THAT ITS NOT ALL MY FAULT!
I WISH I WOULD UNDERSTAND THAT TOO!
I WISH WISHES CAME TRUE!
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