wishes dont come true.

I WISH ONE DAY YOU'LL TALK TO ME!
I WISH ONE DAY I'LL GET OVER THIS!
I WISH IT WAS AS EASY AS YOU DONT CARE ABOUT ME SO WHY THE FUCK DO I CARE ABOUT YOU?
I WISH IT DIDNT FEEL LIKE A PERSON STANDING ON MY CHEST AT THE MENTION OF YOUR NAME!
I WISH LIFE WAS DIFFERENT!
I WISH IT NEVER CHANGED!
I WISH YOU SAID THE THINGS I WANTED YOU TO SAY, THATS JUST ANOTHER REASON WHY WE'RE NEVER MEANT TO BE!
I WISH HE DIDNT MISS YOU BUT I CANT BLAME HIM, I JUST WISH HE DIDNT SAY IT TO ME.
I WISH I DIDNT SET MYSELF UP FOR DISAPPOINTMENT.
I WISH MY NEW LIFE IS ENOUGH TO MAKE ME FORGET ABOUT MY OLD LIFE.
I WISH I DIDNT FEEL CRAZY ALL THE TIME!
I WISH I COULD TELL YOU TO FUCK OFF AND NOT FEEL BAD ABOUT IT OR WANT YOU BACK THE NEXT SECOND!
I WISH I DIDNT FEEL SO ALONE!
I WISH I DIDNT FEEL GUILTY!
I WISH YOU DIDNT BLAME ME FOR EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED!
I WISH U UNDERTAND THAT ITS NOT ALL MY FAULT!
I WISH I WOULD UNDERSTAND THAT TOO!
I WISH WISHES CAME TRUE!