Its time to go back

I use to be this happy person but somewhere along the lines I lost that. I hated when ppl use to say "fuck my life" or "i hate my life" bc i actually had a real reason to hate my life and i tried so hard not to fall into that hole that i have now made a comfy little home in. Any small thing that goes wrong I without a thought say those dreaded words and saying them over and over again makes you really think them. I use to see the good in everything and love life regardless of all the negativity. And that's what happiness is. I miss those days.