I'm stupid, once again!

"Expectation vs. reality" curse hits again and leaves me on the floor once again, if i didnt have an 8am class tomorrow i'd go for a run right now, i really need to clear my head, even though i know what i should do... This is what i get for thinking things will be different. I wish i didnt let things get to me as much as i do, i need to work on that. I'm just very frustrated right now and really am i surprised?! I had a good day, one of the best, that should be evidence enough.