A kiss on the cheek

"...and you keep telling yourself that that one tiny, insignificant detail that he said or did was different and could somehow show something that you hope against all odds is true, and you dwell on it, making it bigger than it really is and you lie to yourself saying just maybe this time will be different and maybe that gesture means something, because it is better than this feeling of utter loneliness, but trust me, it is and will always be nothing. You will always be nothing."