This makes me want to give it a try because I know I would be so upset if he found someone else. It would kill me. I'm fortunate he hasn't already. But I haven't either. But then I think of 500 days of summer and when you meet someone you just know, the complicated ones are the ones that don't work out, or is life just complicated and I'm analyzing too much. Each situation is different right?! I don't know if I'm talking myself into it or out of it. I don't know what I want, but I know more and more I want you unlike before and that scares the hell out of me.